October 20, 2008
Wow, well I am really over halfway done with Training. But I didn’t have time to really write much this week, so I’m catching up now. Thanks to all of you who have stopped by to see the pictures. I wish I could have gotten them up sooner. But they’re up now, and as you can see, this place is pretty amazing.
So, thoughts on Teacher Training from the midpoint… Wow, what a ride. I say it over and over and over and over, but wow.. what a ride. If I think back to the day I left Houston to come here I can hardly believe all that I’ve been through. Getting here was such a big deal, and then the hurricane hit. It was a whirlwind for about two weeks. Training started and the madness ensued.
I remember a lot of it. I remember Orientation, meeting the staff, the welcome dinner. I remember that FIRST CLASS. I remember meeting Bikram. It all feels like a year ago. But really, it’s only been five weeks, so much time and yet so little. I remember how anxiously we all navigated around one another for the first week or so. I remember the rough transition into the heat of the yoga room, the adjustment to the humidity, and finidng ways to cope with the class. I remember thinking I was starting over like a brand new baby with my practice. I remember feeling like I was going to die, wanting to die, and hoping I would die so they would have to carry me out. But I also remember feeling better and laughing at Bikram’s hilarious commentery in class. I remember when my body said, “thank you” and worked harder for me. I remember the glee of making it through without sitting out a single posture for the first time. I remember thinking I’ve never worked harder in my life for anything. I remember thinking I’d make it afterall, then the next day not being so sure. I remember crying through more classes than I can count. I remember all the compassionate arm squeezes, handfulls of ice, and “are you ok’s??” I remember giving up on trying to figure out why I was crying, and feeling so free. I remember the first Posture Clinic with Boss. I remember nailing my dialogue one day, then struggling the next. I remember ANATOMY with NO BOOKS!! I remember my first LATE night with a Bollywood movie. I remember wanting to scream I was so tired, but having nowhere to go. I remember the ache that finally subsided from missing my kids and my husband so much. I remember the day I accepted that I was supposed to be here.
And now here I am, about to being week six, a new person. This is not the body that flew to Mexico so many weeks ago. It’s not the same brain or the same heart. I have a long way to go, and a lot more to do. But being here, at the crossroads, just over the mountaintop – is really, really, really awesome.
If I look back at those goals that I set for myself the first night in Acapulco, I can honestly say I’ve really accomplished most of them. I’ve given my full effort to this experience. And, I’ve NEVER left my mat. All of those little victories are adding up to what I hope will be the start of my new life teaching. But, I’ve still four weeks ahead.
So, in celebration of this landmark, I’ve decided to write a Thankful list. I used to do these a lot on my other blog. I think it’s only fitting, seeing as how I have so much to be thankful for. So here goes.
Things I am thankful for today:
I am thankful that I am here.
I am thankful for this yoga.
I am thankful for my husband and family.
I am thankful for so many people who believe in me.
I am thankful for my studio at home.
I am thankful that Training is halfway finished.
I am thankful for my amazing friends.
I am thankful for my roommate.
I am thankful for the staff here.
I am thankful for this beautiful place that I get to call home.
I am thankful to be able to be included in this amazing group of people.
I am thankful that I *can* do this.
I am thankful for my body.
I am thankful for water, salt, and sleep.
I am thankful for my ipod.
I am thankful for all the shorts I brought with me.
I am thankful for my water bottles and my insulated bottle sleeves.
I am thankful for my watch.
I am thankful for caffeine, crackers, and chewing gum.
I am thankful for blogging, and having the internet.
I am thankful for my Posture Clinic group.
I am thankful that the weekend is always coming.
I am thankful for the pool.
I am thankful that I can buy a new yoga mat because I killed the first one.
I am thankful that I don’t have to wash my own towels.
I am thankful for my maid, the lunch buffet, and the ICE MACHINE!!!
I am thankful for candy. Yes, really. Candy, especially caramels.
I am thankful for the van that carries me to the grocery store every Saturday.
I am thankful for my small, laminated, dialogue that has been through so much.
I am thankful for my alarm clock.
I am thankful for my bed.
I am thankful that I get Sunday off.
and yes.. I am thankful for Bikram.
I could probably go on and on. But I think that should do it for now.
This week should be interesting. We are supposed to have some great lectures this week with Rajashree. I am looking forward to seeing her happy smiling face again! As always, more YOGA, and more POSTURE CLINIC!!! My dialogue is going really well and I only have TWO more postures to learn. WOW. I worked really hard this weekend to get through a bunch. It is nice to know I am almost done.
As always, my love to you all. Here’s to four more weeks!
October 19, 2008
OK so I owe you guys a TON of pictures. Here we go. In no real particular order. Enjoy!! *if you click them, they get bigger..*
My very first class, and YES it was THAT hot..
The first night we watched a movie with Boss. YES, I am wearing a scarf and sweater.. I also had a blanket. YES, I fell asleep. It was realllly late.
Half Moon Posture clinic. I was in line waiting to go.
The Spa.. So wonderful.
Renee, Jane, and I at the spa.
Fun in the van on the way to Walmart.
Shakti Laundry. It happens.
In the lecture hall.
I don’t know why I have this random picture of Andrés. But hey, here you go. I think we were all trying to stay awake in lecture.
Hotel beauty.. Yeah, it’s paradise.
Mafrita!!! My amazing roomie. We discovered we were wearing EXACTLY the same thing to bed one night. Aye…. yes, we are odd.
Back when I used to take ice into class. I don’t anymore.. Too much work!
Meah catches a nap in Posture Clinic.
GROUP 16!!!!! Clearly the COOLEST kids in the whole place..
Going out with the girls. Jane, Me, Briah (Bree-Uh)
Our outing to Aca.. Renee, me, Briah.
Todd’s amazing artwork/dialogue.
Adorable Robert from Holland, teaching Toe Stand with this WHOLE BODY.
My drawer full of yoga duds..
Returned to my room after Boss’s lecture to find a cake from Dave on our Anniversary. I ate the WHOLE thing at 12:30 in the morning. SO GOOOOOD!!!!
Posture Clinic.. all day, every day..
Aye CARUMBA!! Mauricio, my boyfriend.. (eh, no.. not really).. But hey, he DOES smell pretty good 😉 Please note the tiger shorts. MUCHO CALIENTE!!!
Milling about in the yoga room before class starts.
A room full of tortoises.
I can’t believe I’m this happy before Camel. But yeah, I am. Today, end of week Five. Right before second set of Ustrasana.
My standing bow. Not bad, eh??
Triangle. Also, not bad..
Love your camel.
A little relaxing by the pool.
Spoiling myself just a bit while I study dialogue.
The Pyramid. One of the three buildings in the hotel. My room is in this tower. Home, for now.